Life is certainly being a testing time for me at the moment. After promising myself that I would track on my birthday and all week, I didnt and as a result havent bothered to weigh-in this week. Seem to be in a vicious circle at the moment, one week being good and then ruining it all and I dont know why!! I have restarted tracking today and am hoping to be able to join a meeting on friday as I think it is the only way I can be successful. Problem is, I dont know if I can afford it - money is very tight at the moment.
No luck on the job front, didnt even hear back about the last job I applied for even though I think it went very well. Got to see Amanda tomorrow, shes my employment advisor - so hopefully she will be able tell where things seem to be going wrong.
Jessica in general is being great but has gone back to taking food in the night and then trying to hide it from me!! I wouldnt worry so much but I dont want her having the same problems with her weight as me. I think she feels she misses out on alot of things because I am always having to make sure that we have enough money for everything else.
I was sitting thinking the other night, that whilst I enjoy being single, it is actually starting to get very lonely and it would be nice to have some company.
I have also come to realise that I need to keep an emotional check on my feelings to see what triggers my over eating or is it just a case of being bored!! Looks like I shall be spending alot more time on here with you.
Hugz
Lou
Weight Tracker
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